Through the rain and the mist I can still see your face. Your voice still echoes in my ears. I miss you.
Sadness washes over me with a pain that my soul barely stands.
Anguish surfaces suddenly, as if from a weeping cloud.
The cut in my heart is too deep, it will not mend easily.
If someday, forever ends then I will forget you.
Wrong has conquered what could have been right and beautiful
Anna Maria
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Regrets
To feel regrets is to feel a sense of longing, you remember with a feeling of loss.
Most probably, you can’t change the circumstances but you don’t have to regret nothing.
If you look closely, something good came out of that sad circumstance, even the smallest of all things, but something.
You may have lived in a secure world and felt your boat was always at a secure harbor. One day you discover this was not exactly the case, something happens and you start regretting.
Don’t, risk taking is the most natural thing. You learn from it, whether it was a good or a bad experience.
That is the only way to play the game of living.
Stop yourself then and there, do not regret. You did your best, you gave your best.
It may have turned out differently if you had done differently? Maybe, but then you would be missing that particular experience.
One door closes and another opens, grandma told us so and it is true.
Love and live with every single atom in your body, be free of guilt and regrets.
Anna Maria
Most probably, you can’t change the circumstances but you don’t have to regret nothing.
If you look closely, something good came out of that sad circumstance, even the smallest of all things, but something.
You may have lived in a secure world and felt your boat was always at a secure harbor. One day you discover this was not exactly the case, something happens and you start regretting.
Don’t, risk taking is the most natural thing. You learn from it, whether it was a good or a bad experience.
That is the only way to play the game of living.
Stop yourself then and there, do not regret. You did your best, you gave your best.
It may have turned out differently if you had done differently? Maybe, but then you would be missing that particular experience.
One door closes and another opens, grandma told us so and it is true.
Love and live with every single atom in your body, be free of guilt and regrets.
Anna Maria
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Second zero of day one
You can never be sure of anything in your life. Today you may have it, tomorrow it isn’t there anymore.
This is the time when you have to develop a strategy: how to do without.
The most difficult is how to do without somebody you love. They left and you are left there, standing, looking into thin air and not knowing where to go from there.
Well my friend, take a deep breath and tell yourself this is second zero of day one and start from there.
If you already lost something forever and you know you can’t have it again, it will not come back, don’t cry.
Please don’t cry. Square your shoulders raise your head and remind yourself of the great person you are. Take out from your insides all the good qualities you have, look at them and think of all the good you can do with these.
Go on with your life.
Second zero from day one.
Start.
Go!
Anna Maria
This is the time when you have to develop a strategy: how to do without.
The most difficult is how to do without somebody you love. They left and you are left there, standing, looking into thin air and not knowing where to go from there.
Well my friend, take a deep breath and tell yourself this is second zero of day one and start from there.
If you already lost something forever and you know you can’t have it again, it will not come back, don’t cry.
Please don’t cry. Square your shoulders raise your head and remind yourself of the great person you are. Take out from your insides all the good qualities you have, look at them and think of all the good you can do with these.
Go on with your life.
Second zero from day one.
Start.
Go!
Anna Maria
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
An old picture
Today I found an old picture of us together, smiling, holding hands, happy.
Looking at it I thought living a great love, even if you lose it, it’s a gift from Heaven.
If you never loved and felt loved in that very special way, you never lived fully, entirely.
Having loved truly and intensely makes you understand how different the world can be.
The mornings are not the same when you can touch your love with your hands smell it and feel it. The world is not the same in any way. Like the mornings.
There is no need to be afraid. If you lose it, the memories will never be lost. Every time you remember, a smile will manifest itself in your lips.
Never be afraid to love. I loved, I lost my love but I never stopped loving him.
Anna Maria
Looking at it I thought living a great love, even if you lose it, it’s a gift from Heaven.
If you never loved and felt loved in that very special way, you never lived fully, entirely.
Having loved truly and intensely makes you understand how different the world can be.
The mornings are not the same when you can touch your love with your hands smell it and feel it. The world is not the same in any way. Like the mornings.
There is no need to be afraid. If you lose it, the memories will never be lost. Every time you remember, a smile will manifest itself in your lips.
Never be afraid to love. I loved, I lost my love but I never stopped loving him.
Anna Maria
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
When I wake up
I still stretch my hand to touch you when I wake up.
The smell of your skin is still with me in the mornings, even when you are not by my side.
I know you will not come back, I know you will never be by my side again, but I do not forget. Maybe I do not want to forget.
I want to forget only the pain.
That is why I play the violin for so many hours. It quiets my soul.
The violin is not only a musical instrument; it is also an instrument that helps mend wounded souls.
In its music I say goodbye to your kisses, to you.
Anna Maria
The smell of your skin is still with me in the mornings, even when you are not by my side.
I know you will not come back, I know you will never be by my side again, but I do not forget. Maybe I do not want to forget.
I want to forget only the pain.
That is why I play the violin for so many hours. It quiets my soul.
The violin is not only a musical instrument; it is also an instrument that helps mend wounded souls.
In its music I say goodbye to your kisses, to you.
Anna Maria
Monday, March 23, 2009
I will not cry for you
I will not cry for you, I don’t want to cry for you. I lost you a long time ago, when I found you.
I knew we had no future but fell in love and could not help wanting to see you, touch you, be with you time and time again.
When I close my eyes, I see you. I dream of you and sometimes you talk to me in my dreams to tell me you love me.
I walk the streets we walked together and every tree and cobblestone reminds me of you. I close my eyes for a moment and remember when we walked hand in hand and I believed you loved me.
You said good bye and I said good bye. I know we will not be together again. I know the sun is the same sun, but it will not shine for me the same.
I know it is useless to look at the past, but the past is so sweet I can’t help myself.
In the evenings I walk through the park and imagine I see you walking towards me, smiling and taking my hand.
I have to forget.
I will forget.
Anna Maria
I knew we had no future but fell in love and could not help wanting to see you, touch you, be with you time and time again.
When I close my eyes, I see you. I dream of you and sometimes you talk to me in my dreams to tell me you love me.
I walk the streets we walked together and every tree and cobblestone reminds me of you. I close my eyes for a moment and remember when we walked hand in hand and I believed you loved me.
You said good bye and I said good bye. I know we will not be together again. I know the sun is the same sun, but it will not shine for me the same.
I know it is useless to look at the past, but the past is so sweet I can’t help myself.
In the evenings I walk through the park and imagine I see you walking towards me, smiling and taking my hand.
I have to forget.
I will forget.
Anna Maria
Sunday, March 22, 2009
The pain
I saw the pain in your eyes, it surfaced from deep inside.
You were alone, felt alone and had that sad look about you.
My hand went to take yours and my heart tried to warm your heart.
For a moment in time, hands and hearts touched and I saw the pain flying away. It flew and got lost in the clouds.
Today I wake up without you, but your pain became mine.
I don’t know which word I didn’t say. Which one was the word you were expecting to hear? Which word did you need me to say?
Which word did you need and I didn’t have?
How easy it was to love you and how hard it is to lose you.
Anna Maria
You were alone, felt alone and had that sad look about you.
My hand went to take yours and my heart tried to warm your heart.
For a moment in time, hands and hearts touched and I saw the pain flying away. It flew and got lost in the clouds.
Today I wake up without you, but your pain became mine.
I don’t know which word I didn’t say. Which one was the word you were expecting to hear? Which word did you need me to say?
Which word did you need and I didn’t have?
How easy it was to love you and how hard it is to lose you.
Anna Maria
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